my mind, subconscious and fully, functioning, painfully conscious has proved to me that it has been waiting so anxiously for this one very moment.
to feel to come, to have it come, would be amazing. the one thing i'm afraid of is the awful possibility of it not being enough. why things are never enough is not something ive ever really grapsed.
all i know is i want, unbelieveably, for it to happen, finally, and very soon.